one thing that i have to realise that what i want to do in life...i don't know where i aM heading ,my life is being ruined....NO DIRCTION ......
WHAT TO DO WHERE TO GO??
KITNE SAARE CHEEZE KARNE HAIN PHIR BHI KUCH NAHIN KAR PAA RAHA .....want to learn languages but ek to puri ati nahin hain...karun to karun kya? so bloody lazy me ...karo n kyan./
i cant affor this luxry as dad says,.....
actions yaar kuch to karo....sirf sochna aur likhne ka time gaya ......give some direction to life ....
this luxuries life of just thinking nahin chalega kuch to karna padega...har dam yahe khayal ata hain hain karun to kaurn kya??
what do i do??
kaunsa corse karun??3 weeks left for my first smmer to end?no tangalble direction??/english ati hain nahin .....compuer language bhi nahin karun to kya ??robotics robotics chilla ta hun ?par ussme bhhi mene kya kiya hain??mallom nahin??
thinking?/
yaar karo to karo kyan??
so what ca be the possiable solution....problem to mallom hain???solution kay hain??
what do i do??
....life is getting ruined?karun kyaaa????
koi hint do
same lines getting rpeted??,.....
gettting madd.......
koi madat karunn
dil mein ek khayal hi ata han??
that dialouge......
JO BHI KARUN GA THOD DUNGA....BAS LAKSHYA MALOM CHAL JAI ...PHIR DEKHNA.....
PAR sirf khayal se kya hota hain........koi bachao.......
help
S.M.S.--SAVE MY SOUL............
HOSTEL LIFE......
the best of college life ...hostle life....specially boys hostel ..as they say
the things which xome to my mind hearing hostel...lan gaming,celebrating birthdays,drinking ,smoking,gay paana....and manny ..manyy thingsss...
to start with.....
lan gaming a major time of hostelites is spent in lan gaming cs being the favorite ,others being aoe n nfs....,
matches being aired,servers launched,competetions,one on one matches...wing vs wing matches.....it's like an addiction ....sab kage rehten hain
then are our hostel birthday.salle birthday boy ko nanga kar ...dauda dauda ke marten hain......pehle bumbs deten hain...betting them with shoes n bunches of paper....then we give them a nice wash.......rubbing on them their own cosmectic , shampo..puri bottle,tooth paste,detol,gel,perfrume,on whatever may be a part of the birthday boys ....
maaza ata hain...phir usko nanga karta hain aur pics leten hain........ijjat ka phaluda kar deten hain ...par salo ki hostel mein koi ihjjat thodi(waisen yeh sab 2nd n third person ke refrence see....kyunki aab tak mere bday nahin aai.......23rd ko hain...marnw wala hyun :)
after all the haalai..we begin the party..... we bring cake ,chips, n cold-drinks--enjoy them....and have masti.......
baki apna bf manga lan pe...watching movies...sab chalta he rahta hain
...................................................................................
recently we had the cafe open till late....2:00am
to scene dekhne layak thaa........
http://lifeinjiit.blogspot.com/2008/07/cafe.html
THEN is the dance,dancing like mad,mood mein aa janten han to ghanto,dancing.FEEL AA JATE HAIN
jahan kabhi raat nahin hoti hain
the things which xome to my mind hearing hostel...lan gaming,celebrating birthdays,drinking ,smoking,gay paana....and manny ..manyy thingsss...
to start with.....
lan gaming a major time of hostelites is spent in lan gaming cs being the favorite ,others being aoe n nfs....,
matches being aired,servers launched,competetions,one on one matches...wing vs wing matches.....it's like an addiction ....sab kage rehten hainthen are our hostel birthday.salle birthday boy ko nanga kar ...dauda dauda ke marten hain......pehle bumbs deten hain...betting them with shoes n bunches of paper....then we give them a nice wash.......rubbing on them their own cosmectic , shampo..puri bottle,tooth paste,detol,gel,perfrume,on whatever may be a part of the birthday boys ....
maaza ata hain...phir usko nanga karta hain aur pics leten hain........ijjat ka phaluda kar deten hain ...par salo ki hostel mein koi ihjjat thodi(waisen yeh sab 2nd n third person ke refrence see....kyunki aab tak mere bday nahin aai.......23rd ko hain...marnw wala hyun :)
after all the haalai..we begin the party..... we bring cake ,chips, n cold-drinks--enjoy them....and have masti.......
baki apna bf manga lan pe...watching movies...sab chalta he rahta hain
...................................................................................
recently we had the cafe open till late....2:00am
to scene dekhne layak thaa........
http://lifeinjiit.blogspot.com/2008/07/cafe.html
THEN is the dance,dancing like mad,mood mein aa janten han to ghanto,dancing.FEEL AA JATE HAIN
PERCEPTION
I was recently talking to one of my batch mates, and i received a perception regarding myself....specially among the girls.that i am a bad human being....shocked i was......am i ??one thing i would agree that i am a bit rude..not nature wise but society wise..i thought it to be a cool attitude....that too at times...it's not that i m always like that..at times...but unfortunately..a perception once built does not change anything i do will be treated as a ruder and bad sign.....
MY side of the story...
a bit history......
i have been apart of kota(it is atag people enjoy to be assosiated with the mecca of iit as it is termed)...till 10th i had never uttered a single abusive word...even in kota i was decent,......but seeing my frdz...i changed......it changed me...i become a victim of circumstance......i did not find anything bad in it, and started speaking in that informal tone often.IN college i would often utter such words in front of the girls.....i would not say a courtesy hi too them,as my frd chote did,truly his behavior with the girls was applauding.....we even tagged him playboy.....
i thing i started neglecting girls of our class as i was being linked to one of them without any rime or reason(not to my first crush but someone else),....so i started neglecting them.......ki logg kya sochenge type of feeling started erupting in me........
hey i was wrong......
...........
kabhi kabhi i didn't have the guts to talk and sometime the feeling of...logg kya sochenge.......
as for the informal langage yes taht was a bad habit to look cool and attitude posing i was wrongg........
my frnd chote hinted me many times that i must pay heed to my word but i said who cares i want to live my life sort of......
wrong i was......
so probably this mistake might cause my image to degrade a lot among girls......as for the boyss....arre unme to apni achi image hai akhir i m not that bad,...after alll
so
i would definitely make desperate effort to improve....par...
lets see......]
MY side of the story...
a bit history......
i have been apart of kota(it is atag people enjoy to be assosiated with the mecca of iit as it is termed)...till 10th i had never uttered a single abusive word...even in kota i was decent,......but seeing my frdz...i changed......it changed me...i become a victim of circumstance......i did not find anything bad in it, and started speaking in that informal tone often.IN college i would often utter such words in front of the girls.....i would not say a courtesy hi too them,as my frd chote did,truly his behavior with the girls was applauding.....we even tagged him playboy.....
i thing i started neglecting girls of our class as i was being linked to one of them without any rime or reason(not to my first crush but someone else),....so i started neglecting them.......ki logg kya sochenge type of feeling started erupting in me........
hey i was wrong......
...........
kabhi kabhi i didn't have the guts to talk and sometime the feeling of...logg kya sochenge.......
as for the informal langage yes taht was a bad habit to look cool and attitude posing i was wrongg........
my frnd chote hinted me many times that i must pay heed to my word but i said who cares i want to live my life sort of......
wrong i was......
so probably this mistake might cause my image to degrade a lot among girls......as for the boyss....arre unme to apni achi image hai akhir i m not that bad,...after alll
so
i would definitely make desperate effort to improve....par...
lets see......]
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