HUM KIS GALI JAA RAHAN HAIN....

one thing that i have to realise that what i want to do in life...i don't know where i aM heading ,my life is being ruined....NO DIRCTION ......
WHAT TO DO WHERE TO GO??
KITNE SAARE CHEEZE KARNE HAIN PHIR BHI KUCH NAHIN KAR PAA RAHA .....want to learn languages but ek to puri ati nahin hain...karun to karun kya? so bloody lazy me ...karo n kyan./
i cant affor this luxry as dad says,.....
actions yaar kuch to karo....sirf sochna aur likhne ka time gaya ......give some direction to life ....
this luxuries life of just thinking nahin chalega kuch to karna padega...har dam yahe khayal ata hain hain karun to kaurn kya??
what do i do??
kaunsa corse karun??3 weeks left for my first smmer to end?no tangalble direction??/english ati hain nahin .....compuer language bhi nahin karun to kya ??robotics robotics chilla ta hun ?par ussme bhhi mene kya kiya hain??mallom nahin??
thinking?/
yaar karo to karo kyan??
so what ca be the possiable solution....problem to mallom hain???solution kay hain??
what do i do??
....life is getting ruined?karun kyaaa????
koi hint do
same lines getting rpeted??,.....
gettting madd.......
koi madat karunn
dil mein ek khayal hi ata han??
that dialouge......
JO BHI KARUN GA THOD DUNGA....BAS LAKSHYA MALOM CHAL JAI ...PHIR DEKHNA.....
PAR sirf khayal se kya hota hain........koi bachao.......
help
S.M.S.--SAVE MY SOUL............